Mom, again

At least twice now we have believed Mom's death was imminent, but she keeps bouncing back. Today she was back to sitting up in her chair and eating a tiny bit - and not immediately throwing it up. I am not sure what to think or how to feel. When she gets bad I pray that God will take her home quickly so that she won't have to suffer anymore, but when she is a little better I am so glad that she is still here.